I feel nearly the exact same dissatisfaction with my life that I did a year ago right now. Despite all the changes I've made: the different relationships, the different city, the different job, the different effing haircut...I'm still angry.
Hmm, it must be me. Well no shit. It just makes me wonder if it was even worth it to leave in the first place. Let me back up again, why have I always looked ahead? Why have I been so eager to move on and run away to the next place? Why can't I just sit still!?
I don't want to cry because it feels like admitting that I give up
I was always working so hard to make sure that you got enough
But these sleepless nights and heavy heart
Make me want to rip what we built apart
It's funny how feelings can be so fleeting and yet at other times so concrete
And with us it seems like those emotions were incomplete
I don't know what else to do to try and make myself happy
But numb that memory for now and pretend to be laughing
I'll be okay in my own time and in my own way
Because the sun will rise tomorrow again and bring another day
God I can't take this anymore...
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