i hate leaving home

I really hate leaving home, like, my house where I grew up and where my mom and dad live. It doesn't make any sense either because I go home and leave constantly. I figured I would get used to it, and I'm 22 years old now damn it! Hell, I went to school for 4 years in another state, and I'm still not over home. It's not like I get homesick really either, I mean, I have times where I miss home, but I never let it hold me back from traveling as often as I do. I guess I know why I love home so much, but it doesn't seem right for me to get depressed half the time I leave. Do you miss home?

oh and by the way, Merry Christmas!