Tuesday, August 23, 2005

feeling well

For a while now, I've been feeling really well. It feels like I'm invulnerable. I go through my day feeling like I have a lot of confidence, strength, wisdom, and determination. I think it isn't until the past couple of years, after I made some sporadic decisions, that I focused on my life as a whole and did a bit of self reflection. 


Wow I've missed a few things. I never really concentrated on anything, never applied myself, never thought of God any deeper than the surface, never stopped and noticed the beauty and awesomeness of the world and the life that inhabits it, the infinite possibilities of the universe, and the short time we exist in the here and now. Maybe I just matured more? I feel enlightened.... as if I have the important foundations of my life figured out. I simply acknowledge as much as I can around me by observing, and fill in all the questions with whatever ideas make sense; instead of asking "why?" all the time like all those depressed peeps. Anyway, if that makes any sense, I believe that's reason I feel the way I do.


Oh yeah, and now for something completely different. So first day of school this semester ROCKED. It was fun to see a few people and break into new classes, but geez, work sucked. Tomorrow I have only one class at 2pm and then I work the rest of the day. What the hell am I supposed to do all morning?!? I'm going to see if I can't get my work time changed to the morning so I can be finished at 3pm because this will make my life a little bit nicer...than it already is of course.

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