just found out that my baseball team isn't going to play this weekend after all. i'm happy because that means i'm going to play in the snow here all weekend and watch monty python. anyway in one of my classes there is a professor who is a pretty bland guy. everyone knows this, especially in this class because this is an upper level class and you couldn't really be in there unless you have had this guy before. so during class this girl sitting next to me keeps muttering insults about him to me and begins trying to explain how dull he is. this is really lame because the significance of her observations are about as obvious as the smell of poop---and the professor, while lecturing, is looking right at me. i wanted to slap her bandana-wearing face and tell her to shut the hell up...i don't even think i did so much as look in her direction. i am so hardcore.

chapstick

well the laundry is taken care of, all 4 loads of it. unfortunately that was the only productive thing i could handle this weekend as i didn't go to a cemetery for my archaeology project, didn't play in the snow, and didn't prevent the Turks from taking over. oh well, at least i made it to Mass...by MYSELF. i dunno i've been going by myself all year, but it's starting to feel more and more like the idea of going to see a movie and eat dinner by yourself. know what i mean?


anyways, chapstick....so i found my chapstick in the laundry. i've been looking for this particular one for like a month. the funny thing is, i lose it all the time and it always turns up; which is why i've had this specific one for so damn long. i think i've had it a year and it still hasn't expired--but who gets the opportunity to have chapstick long enough to expire? i guess i'm weird. ehh that's nothing new. 


so what i DID do this weekend was watch some Monty Python's Flying Circus, The Life of Brian, and all 3 of Sam Raimi's Evil Dead movies. oh, by the way, how are you? you know, people should ask each other that more often and really mean it. i'm guilty of it. no one expects to hear anything different than an "ok" or "good" but does anyone really want to respect a person enough to hear how they really are? tsssss nope. so anyways: i'm alright i suppose, i'm getting by, taking things one day at a time as my mom always tells me. but i'm getting bored with the routine of working my ass off all week and then doing nothing particularly interesting on the weekends. just getting that off my chest.

note: need to do laundry...really badly

So I'm studying in my room and I hear: "FUCK! SON OF A BITCH" a period of silence and then....."FUCK YOU AREN'T EVEN TAXABLE DAMN IT" then a slam against the wall and table, and a peice of paper crumpled up and thrown against the wall. 


That's my roomie AJ getting pissed at his accountantcy homework because apparently he had done a lot of work on a form and then realized that party was tax exempt. Hah. Is that not funny? opp opp, there he goes again: "IDIOT, WHY DID I NOT SEE THAT, DAMN" .....hahaha. Tell me that's not funny!? Aghhh two tests in a row tomorrow and I'm working all on barely 4 hours of sleep the night before. Good job Ryan. 


Good thing is, Mondays I'm busy 7am - 6:00pm, Tuesdays 8am - 7pm, and Wednesdays 7am - 7pm. Now, what's good about this? Wednesday is over and my Thursdays and Fridays are easy and I actually get some time to be social and relax. Plus that's a nice way to prepare for the weekend no? I want to see some movies this weekend too and there is quite a bit I'd like to watch.....and I know at least my friend Josh wants to go.

where's my glasses?

i feel like crap, practice beat the hell out of me today....of course not falling asleep until 3am and waking at 7 doesn't help much either. oh well, 311 is coming to town March 8th which will rock being that they were like my first band i ever liked, and i know most their songs entirely. yeah i'm cool.
you know a kick ass movie? SE7EN. oh and Army of Darkness. i'm gonna chill and watch one....perhaps i'll over do it and see both....omg....i live so close to the edge! i should do hw.

long time

It's been 3 months since I've been on here. I'm a completely different person now. Not really. I'm pretty happy because it's a Friday but I don't really have anything interesting to say. What is it? January? Okay, so I didn't make a New Years resolution because I don't think it takes a year to lapse over to motivate myself to change something. I have more willpower than you. Baseball practice...bye.

some advice

I don't think we should ever regret anything that has happened in our life. There are some extreme exceptions, but the experiences we have had, the environments we have grown up in, and the impressions we have given to people, are all combined to make us the individual we are today. It doesn't matter if those times we shared were good or bad, the important thing is that we should look back and see that whatever events stand out, made us stronger. Mistakes happen, learn to live with them and move on by teaching yourself from your failures. Some things are not meant to be. Even the most serious of events that drastically change people's lives, are not in any single person's control. The person we exist as today is molded together from not only the experiences we have had, but how other people have affected us.  And yet, this works both ways, as we mold others around us.

If we are not happy with where we are, or who we are, then think of the future. We are not making things any better for ourselves or the people around us by feeling negative. It's up to the individual to within themselves and change that. We have the skill and ability within in us as humans to make ourselves content. We are wasting time. The world is a beautiful place. Keep your good memories close to your heart, cherish them and imagine the good times that will come. It's useless to never forgive ourselves and dwell on 'what ifs' and regrets of things we wish we had done. It's in the past, we can't change it, move on.

ahh, that's nice

This is the beer pong trophy Josh made. Tony is holding it because he is greedy. But the very next week, AJ and I would wind up being the ones earning the honors to hold the trophy between roommates!